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I am home...and fed...Curt picked me up at the hospital, made sure I was adequately fed and tayt had been mother henning me...

Scott is in a room and on morphine...MRI for first thing in the AM and they are going to compare it to the one he had in January. If there is a change his neurologist will discuss what needs to be done with him, if no changes he'll probably be home tomorrow...

I'm worried about the numbness more than the pain. But that's me. My logical brain is telling me why his leg is numb *fall caused swelling-swelling cut off sciatic nerve- thus numb leg* but I'm still worried...Its my job..

I can't sleep yet...I have the monks on and they are chanting away in latin about something...But my body is too hyper...silly body...silly brain...

scott...day2

I'm back at the hospital..He STILL has not seen his doctor OR had his MRI...They have him on insulin *he's not insulin dependant* and are doign other stupid shit that I'm not particularly pleased about. No his sugars are NOT out whack, if anythign they are low (94). His BP is so low I'm wondering why they aren't freaking...(94/63 kinda low)

I have eaten and bathed and slept a few hours. So I am taking care of me...I could use a cup of coffee, hopefully that will come soon enough...

I walked to the hospital from the house (4 blocks and up a hill-not too far) and the exercise did me some good. I was a bit winded when I got here and I had to sit down for a few before I could talk or do much else.

I plan to stay til curt is up and about, then maybe run a few errands and then return with his cpap *that tells me they are thinking another night is in order* The "S" word has been mentioned so hopefully the MRI will show something promising. I have very mixed feelings on that word. Yes it would maybe help, but he's very worried about me, the kids, fsg and everything else. So we'll see.

So keep energy coming. He's still numb but was able to wiggle his toes a little earlier. He has deminished function in his right leg and I think that has them concerned...

update

doc was in, still no mri. Problems spouting up that may signal more problems than originally thought.

But we won't know for sure until we have the MRI. Neurologist was a bit of an asshat.

he's not in high spirits. He's worried and angry and in alot of pain. He does not want to hear the word surgery because that puts FSG at risk.

Well wishes do make it through to him if you see him online. I'm trying like hell to keep his spirits up...

scott...con't

JUST left for his MRI...So we'll see in the AM what is to become of all of this...

still having issues that point to a larger problem but we'll discuss that with the dr tomorrow I guess.

Curt will be here in an hour to get me and I'm gonna spend the rest of the evening with the kids...