how tif deals with fear....

the unknown becomes far less scary when you grab it by the horns, look it in the eyes, call it by its name and learn all of its secrets.

ahhhh much better

so that's what it feels like to lay down and fall asleep....wow, that felt GOOOOOOOOD.

I now have fixed a box of food *gotta love emergency reserve Kraft mac n cheese* and I'm relaxing. I will light a candle and try to do something not too energetic to at least mark the sabbat. And the dishes will sit til I have the energy to wash them.